Archive for November, 2008
Spoilers
In the beginning we were kids.
Your mate fancied my mate, you and I were just along for the ride.
What a ride it was. Three years later we definitely weren’t kids anymore.
How often does someone’s first love turn out to be their last?
With you I learnt so much - about life, love, myself, my sexuality. I wouldn’t have wanted to learn that stuff with anyone else.
I don’t know if you have read The Amber Spyglass - sorry if I spoil it for you.
At the end the two heroes - love’s young dream - part company, knowing that it will be forever.
In my (overly-romantic) mind this symbolised every first love; complete because the young characters pour themselves into it in a way only kids can, perfect because they’re experiencing it all for the first time.
It seemed like any moment beyond that point would eat into the completeness, tarnish the perfection, so they sacrificed their love in order to preserve it.
I sobbed when I read the end of that book, for you and lost lives and happy memories.